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I'mmmmm [10. 31. 07 // @ 9 : 36 am]
going to leave the interwebz alone for a week. I'm tired of being addicted to technology. It's time to get back to nature folks.


If you feel the need to talk to me, you have my number.




(9624422 if you don't)
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[10. 24. 07 // @ 9 : 05 am]
All I want for Christmas is polaroid film.










and 620 film... and a dark room... =/
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[10. 16. 07 // @ 8 : 23 am]
Shit's crazy

but I love you all
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[10. 12. 07 // @ 10 : 27 am]
[ mood | chipper ]

We're leaving for the camp in a few hours and I'm sososo excited. It's probably one of my favorite places to be and it'll be nice to take a break from reality.

I know that a lot of the people that were invited aren't able to come but fear not my friends, I plan on making these camp visits a regular event and I'll be sure to give notice waaay in advance next time. I overheard my parents talking about how they might sell it after my grandparents pass away, so we've got to party the hell out of it before it's too late. And if you guys have a good idea of when we should go next, let me knowww cuz I'm up for going back any time.

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[10. 11. 07 // @ 6 : 15 pm]
"Reply to this post, and I will list three things I love about you.
Maybe more than three.
Then repost to your own journal and spread the love."






oh and 3 months today<3
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[10. 3. 07 // @ 5 : 10 am]
[ mood | awake ]

I'd much rather lay eggs than give birth to live young.





and I swear i'm going to get involved in something. I have to.

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[10. 2. 07 // @ 8 : 34 am]
[ mood | enthralled ]

I've missed writing in here. I've missed writing in general. And I've missed my el jay babies (who all seem to be a little down lately). Feel better old chums, Lindy is back on livejournal and all is right with the world.


Please note the sarcasm of that statement. The last thing that I want when I feel bad is for someone to tell me its all okay when, you know, it really fucking isn't.

anyway

What have I been up to? Same old thing really. Hanging out with my boy and the boys and the girls, a little bit of self destructive behavior here and there, trying to figure out what I could possibly do with my life, and if I even want to do anything. I'll just study the random things that interest me, no matter how obscure and useless they may be, until my parents refuse to pay for it or I win jeopardy.

Oh well, it dont make no difference loves, we got time.

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[9. 30. 07 // @ 2 : 15 am]
[ mood | drunk ]

I mother fucking love you so fucking much

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[8. 13. 07 // @ 11 : 01 pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

summer )

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[7. 12. 07 // @ 12 : 24 am]
[ mood | chipper ]

I saw you down there, I know you were tired
I saw you, you looked like a swimmer
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[6. 21. 07 // @ 12 : 00 am]
[ mood | horny because Alley is here ]

I aint hearda that =D )

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[6. 19. 07 // @ 4 : 04 pm]
You can get anything you want at Alice's restaurant








ya dig?
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[6. 18. 07 // @ 10 : 24 am]
[ mood | lethargic ]

RYANRYANRYANLOOOOK =D )

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[6. 11. 07 // @ 3 : 16 pm]
ayyyyy my birthday is the 23rd and I think that I'm going to have a bonfire and maybe a campout (if we have enough tents) and all you people are invited.

This isn't for certain but since the 23rd is getting close, I figured i'd better plan something.


More info to cooooome
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[6. 7. 07 // @ 9 : 37 am]
Who wants to go see Knocked Up at 7:15 (LINDSAY AND ALLEY AND PAULINA)


It doesn't have to be at that time, but it should be sometime today


okay =]
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[6. 7. 07 // @ 1 : 17 am]
[ mood | hungover ]

The past few days )

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lists [6. 3. 07 // @ 11 : 28 pm]
Things that i'm afraid of

tornadoes
bombs
rare illnesses
dying alone
growing old alone
not fulfilling my life
getting reallyreally obese
wasps
zombies
rejection
awkward situations
looking stupid in front of people who intimidate me
not knowing when to stop
losing control over certain things
being unwanted
anyone close to me dying

Things that i'm not afraid of

any other animal besides wasps
heights
being alone right now
water
telling all of my secrets
being exposed
getting lost
back roads
the "ghetto"


Body parts that I find especially attractive

HAAANDS [especially when they are turning door knobs]
noses
eyes
teeth
forearms
just arms in general
feet [the weirder the better]
skin
sholders
clavicle

What I want to tell you

I'm sososososo sorry
I was really turned on by you the other night and I think you felt it too
I wish that you [both of you] would leave me alone
You have really nice legs
I'd like to get to know you better and I'm very interested in you
You have this beautiful sadness that you seem to exude even when you're happy
I still have your boxers. I'm wearing them right now.
You make me feel disgusted with myself
We probably will get married one day =]
You are more special than you think
I'd really like to be your friend

Where I'd like to go

great barrier reef and australia while i'm at it
houston for a longer period of time
mountains
somewhere snowy
antartica
roatan againnnn
the rainforest
canada
california

just about everywhere, actually

Things that I would put to an end

pollution
animal cruelty
human cruelty
racism
destroying beautiful things
agriculture
flavored water
mass produced snack cakes
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[6. 2. 07 // @ 2 : 29 pm]
b-b-b-bowlingggg )
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[6. 1. 07 // @ 5 : 06 pm]
new camera )
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[5. 8. 07 // @ 1 : 20 pm]
I'm confused, but I'm pretty certain. Maybe I'd just like to be confused because out of my confusion springs hope. Another case of "Wow I wish that I hadn't opened my mouth".

I'd like to stop before anyone gets hurt or at least have the courage to ask. Being brave has never been my strong point though. If it is so then I don't want to intrude and I'd be happy to step out of the way. I can't change how I feel but I can muffle my feelings until they go away or I find someone new.

Anyway I know that basically no one has any idea as to what I'm talking about. This is mainly for me which is ironic because it's in a public journal. Maybe I'm hoping that the person that this is directed at will get the hint, or maybe I'd like to give everyone a little insight into my life. Or maybe I'm just bored.

blebhbleh dermatologist appointment time.
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